Still not in a good mood. I’m tired and I am cranky. I just want to go to sleep but it is still too early.
Bah.
Tracks
I feel sad and lonely. This sucks.
I am listening to Fun, trying not to cry because I am so frustrated with school right now. I have so much paperwork to fill out, including a “detailed explanation” of why I had to go on academic suspension (being sick.) I also have to fill out paperwork explaining why there were times in my academic history that I didn’t earn any credits, including doctor documentation of what was going on at those times. This means I have to track down transcripts from my previous schools and I have to go back to my old Fibromyalgia doctor to get documentation, which he likes to charge ridiculously huge amounts of money for documentation, so ugh.
I’m just frustrated with school and so convinced it’s not worth it. Even filling out this paperwork doesn’t mean I will be reinstated as a student or that my financial aid will be reinstated. I feel like what’s the point, but I have nothing else I can do. I don’t qualify for disability and I can’t work.
So frustrated.
When someone asks when you will be done your degree
chronic and chronic illness: GPOY
I fucking hate it when you’re in such a fantastically giddy mood and then you see one simple little thing that makes you think, “oh” and then you just get this empty feeling in your chest and you get nauseous and the world just crumbles and you want to just lay under a blanket and close your eyes and fall asleep and never wake up.
here’s to impatient assholes
i’ve been watching this repeatedly for the last 3 minutes and it’s still perfect
let’s have a toast to the douche bags
AHAHAHA.
(Source: ForGIFs.com)
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Track Name
I Will Follow You Into The Dark
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Album
Plans
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Artist
Death Cab for Cutie
the soles of your shoes are all worn down
the time for sleep is now
it’s nothing to cry about
cause we’ll hold each other soon
(Source: blissbubbles)
Does anyone else ever spend about an hour just being all “I AM SO SICK OF BEING SICK I HATE MY LIFE AND MY BODY HATES ME AND I AM IN SO MUCH PAIN DDFGHJHGFDSA” and then afterwards you are just all accepting and like “This is my life and I have to do this” and revert back to whatever you were doing before? Because that happened to me today.
i wanna have a party with only sick people where we can dance and drink electrolyte-rich beverages and then mostly sit and remind each other to take our meds and then it will end before 9
