Still not in a good mood. I’m tired and I am cranky. I just want to go to sleep but it is still too early. Bah.
I feel sad and lonely. This sucks.
I am listening to Fun, trying not to cry because I am so frustrated with school right now. I have so much paperwork to fill out, including a “detailed explanation” of why I had to go on academic suspension (being sick.) I also have to fill out paperwork explaining why there were times in my academic history that I didn’t earn any credits, including doctor documentation of what...
When someone asks when you will be done your...
wheeliewifee: allmyfriendsareacademics: chronic and chronic illness: GPOY
squareclocks: I fucking hate it when you’re in such a fantastically giddy mood and then you see one simple little thing that makes you think, “oh” and then you just get this empty feeling in your chest and you get nauseous and the world just crumbles and you want to just lay under a blanket and close your eyes and fall asleep and never wake up.
useless-ness: Does anyone else ever spend about an hour just being all “I AM SO SICK OF BEING SICK I HATE MY LIFE AND MY BODY HATES ME AND I AM IN SO MUCH PAIN DDFGHJHGFDSA” and then afterwards you are just all accepting and like “This is my life and I have to do this” and revert back to whatever you were doing before? Because that happened to me today.
alma-rohi: i wanna have a party with only sick people where we can dance and drink electrolyte-rich beverages and then mostly sit and remind each other to take our meds and then it will end before 9
Oh lord. I’ve been out of town so I haven’t been on Tumblr in four days. So much to see. I don’t think I’ll manage to see it all…
ifyouwouldjustobserve: Roses are red. Violets are blue Fuck you fibro I hate you.
fogblogger: I JUST WANT TO EXERCISE AND BE FIT AND TONED AND RUN AND DO SIT UPS AND LIFT WEIGHTS AND SWIM AND DANCE WITHOUT MY ENTIRE BODY FALLING APART
fogblogger: It seriously kills me like everything I was good at I can’t do anymore I mean there are some things I’m kind of good at that I can still do But all the stuff I was REALLY great at is gone and I will never be able to do it again That’s kind of a jagged little pill to swallow.
Not feeling so hot. My stomach and head hurt. Blah.
Went to the Y today. Hooray for that. Spotify is reminding me of high school by playing pretty much everything I listened to back then, even though I have it set to play my road trip radio station. Feeling a bit better today I guess. I got an appointment made to see a counselor. I still need to talk to my psychiatrist though because my antidepressant is causing me tons of heart palpitations...
Listening to love songs and crying about my life. Clearly I win.
Reblog if you're aware of Fibromyalgia.
fibro-bro: It’s awful.
My Fibromyalgia Awareness Day Post
Fuck. You. Fibromyalgia.
agracelamb: I don’t like confronting the fact that I am not able to do things that I used to be able to do. Or that I’m sick and not in school and everyone else from my friends in high school seems to be really successful. I really wanna see everyone, but it’s hard to look people in the eye and say “It’s been really hard lately”.
Ahhhh, this thermawrap feels glorious on my back. Hooray for shopping.
Ugh. In lots of pain. I’d like to stay snuggled up with my duckie blankets but we are going to the store. I don’t HAVE to go to the store but I feel like it’d be nice to get out.
I just want loads of tattoos and nice underwear
Sometimes, I can't believe that this is my life.
Argh, why can’t I digest anything I eat?
Grow, nails, grow! Grow while you have the chance! (No cello lessons until at least July) I need a bigger canvas for my nail art!
Busty Girl Problems
Not being able to see the T.V. when lying on your back because of your boobs.
So, I am trying to make a collection of songs that are kid-friendly for a trip I am going on (that will be including some small children passengers) This is harder than I realized it would be, mainly because I rarely notice the “minor” curse words. Basically, I only pick up on the F-Bomb. I have to actually be paying attention while I do this. I had to stop the music while I was...
The scary moment when you don't know if you're...
l0vewillsaveus: seeker-wings: I am going to be forced to work and study full-time with severely debilitating FMS. I want to prove to this person the severity of this illness. Reblog this only if you’re a chronically ill person who is unable to maintain a full-time job/school without it worsening your symptoms to the point of disfunction. Please help. oh my god who is doing this to you?
Ugh. Everything I eat makes me sick to my stomach and makes me go to the bathroom (TMI, sorry.) This has been going on since Monday. I don’t know what is causing it.