August 2012
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Wheee. I get to see my boyfriend soon. I haven’t seen him in about three weeks, so this should be lovely. 
Aug 31st
Doing an experiment. Reblog if you wear glasses or...
Aug 31st
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Peace. Love. Applesauce.: Oh Mitt, saying that the... →
mykicks: The best feeling I had about Obama was when he signed a law expanding health care coverage to millions of Americans. The best feeling I had about Obama was when he helped make sure that everyone brave enough to serve in the military can do so openly. The best feeling I had about…
Aug 31st
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Aug 31st
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Aug 31st
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if you have POTS, FMS, CFS, or IBD reblog this. i...
Aug 31st
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Aug 30th
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A haiku about how much I want Mitt Romney to be...
stavesofmysymphony: not at all, not at all, not at all, not at all, dear fucking god, no
Aug 30th
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Aug 30th
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Ugh. Up early for an 8AM doctor’s appointment. Unfortunately this won’t be happening much longer because my insurance is going to stop working with them in October. This really sucks because this doctor is where I get my Lyrica, which I need to be able to exist. We’re having trouble finding another doctor that treats Fibromyalgia. Ugh. PS: I hope my roommate in the next room...
Aug 30th
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Aug 30th
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Aug 30th
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Had to miss my German class today. Only the first week of school and I’m already missing class. -_- But it’s okay. Things’ll get better, right? I just have to get used to this school thing again and find out ways to not cause my body so much pain, like using my rolling backpack instead of my carrying backpack and things like that.
Aug 29th
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My Rudiments of Music teacher is awesome. I wanted to double-check with him after class about using my laptop to take notes during class, he said, yes, of course I could, and that he’d even e-mail me a word document containing today’s notes. I was like, oh! It’s okay, I was able to write today’s notes, I just wanted to know for future reference. He’s cool.
Aug 29th
ohyousillypotato: how do you make friends in college do i just grab onto someone and scream YOU’RE MINE or what
Aug 29th
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It’s kinda sad. I keep my backpack stocked with three different kinds of pain pills.
Aug 29th
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Sigh, am woozy and tired and I still have two chapters to read for classes tomorrow.
Aug 28th
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German, you were far too long ago for me to be attempting this in college.
Aug 28th
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I survived the walk to math class today, though my ankles and knees are killing me. I may have to use my cane to get there from now on.  Now is homework time. I’m updating my Mac too. I should finally be able to connect to the campus internet. I’ve got chapters to read for my music classes, I have exercises to do in German, and I have math to do. At least I don’t have any more...
Aug 28th
Aug 28th
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My body makes me feel like a failure.
emytheenigma: I know it’s out of my control… But oh…the things I could have done…the places I could have seen…the people I could have met… Instead I’m trapped in this being I don’t recognize with a mind I hardly know.
Aug 28th
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flaresof-fibro: why do our bodies feel like they’ve been hit by mallets, run over, stabbed open & tied into knots. it makes no sense. body imagining injuries, causing itself severe pain, and for what?
Aug 28th
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pr0paganda: the biggest hurdle in my life is getting out of bed.
Aug 28th
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*has 10 books to read*
me: *buys 3 more*
Aug 28th
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I crashed after my last class. Took a two hour nap.  Now it’s dinnertime, then shower time, then I’d like to go back to bed but I have homework I have to do.  Why do I think I can do this college thing? 
Aug 28th
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I am soooooo tired and sore. I still have one class left though. A two hour one.  Bah. 
Aug 27th
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My first class went really well. I talked to my teacher after class about my disability problems. He is totally cool with letting me submit my homework through my laptop by using Sibelius (it’s a music course) and he seems like he is really willing to work with me on attendance. He knows people that have Fibromyalgia so he understands it.  Yay!
Aug 27th
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While doing my math homework, I came to the conclusion that numbers are weird. 
Aug 27th
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lingerieyao: fun fact: no matter how friendly we are or how often we talk i will always feel like i am annoying you
Aug 26th
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Awesome. A teacher just posted a textbook for a class that hadn’t had a textbook posted yet. It costs 152$ new from the bookstore and the cheapest on half.com for USED is 130$. I’m better off buying the new one since I probably need the access code that comes with the book.  I still have to buy my 95$ access code for math. My parents are gonna have to buy yet another textbook after...
Aug 25th
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I want to snuggle with my kitteh. He’s the main reason I get homesick at college, even though my parents live 10 minutes from school. 
Aug 25th
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Aug 25th
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30 Things about my Chronic Illness You Probably...
1. The illness I live with is:   Fibromyalgia (and others, but this is the main one.)  2. I was diagnosed with it in the year:    September 2005 3. But I had symptoms since: 2000 4. The biggest adjustment I’ve had to make is:  changing my whole life around. 5. Most people assume: that I am just lazy and need to get more sleep. Or that I won’t be able to accomplish anything in my life.  ...
Aug 25th
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a moment of silence for all the things i have to do but am not doing
Aug 25th
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worldaccordingtofangirls: i am so jealous of europeans three hours of travel and they’re in a whole different country, a whole different culture like seriously three hours of travel and i’m in another town that’s just like mine except three hours away 
Aug 25th
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Aug 25th
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Went to the store, got my stuff. I don’t think I’m going to Midnight Madness. I’m too tired. I missed the free food anyway, but it’s okay. I had a ham sandwich in my room. It was quite pleasing for some reason.  Still no Mac disc. UPS never showed up. 
Aug 25th
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So bored. Sitting around my parents’ house waiting for packages to arrive while they go to the State Fair and visit my Gramma.  Most of the packages have arrived. I’m just waiting on my Mac disc. They said it would arrive anywhere between 2-5. I’m hoping sooner rather than later because I want to go to Wal-Mart and finish my dorm shopping. There’s a cookout and midnight...
Aug 24th
“Nobody realizes that some people expend tremendous energy merely to be normal.”
– Albert Camus (via fibromyalgia-fairy)
Aug 24th
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Aug 24th
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tahnoscheeks: do you ever just get up from your computer to walk aimlessly around your house only to sit back down in front of the computer again
Aug 24th
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Well, I moved into my dorm room today. It’s a bit smaller than I expected but I still fit everything in here just fine. I love it. I was able to decorate it to my liking since I’m not sharing it with anyone else. So, lots of Hello Kitty, owls, and Star Wars, lol.  My roommates seem cool so far. I think they’re freshmen, but oh well. That’s what I get for being...
Aug 23rd
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pancakeghost: I wish viagra commercials were as embarrassing as pad/tampon commercials. A bunch of guys coming up to their friend saying “hey buddy, we’re going to get some chicks and get laid, wanna come with” and this guy crosses his legs and puts his hands in his lap and whispers “I can’t” and then they all laugh and give him some pills and then this guy can poledance in a tram or a bus on...
Aug 23rd
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So bored right now. I can’t sleep because the Vyvanse is keeping me awake, so even though I’m tired I’m just like O.O. There’s no one to talk to on the computer, nothing going on on Facebook, I don’t feel like online-window shopping. Nothing’s on TV. Mum’s resting coz she doesn’t feel well either. BORED.
Aug 22nd
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Having a bit of a pain day today. Don’t feel like eating anything. I took a pain pill and it seems to have helped, though it didn’t help my appetite. I’m super tired today too. I guess I have done too much the past two days. I just hope this isn’t indicative of how school is going to go. I can’t afford to miss classes, since attendance is up to the individual teacher...
Aug 22nd
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joint pain makes me feel so old
Aug 22nd
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Dear Financial Aid, Thank you for finally telling me how much I’ve received. As I figured, it’s not enough to cover my expenses. So, you still suck.  Actually, being poor sucks, but whatev. 
Aug 22nd
Diet ideas: Eat whatever you want, and if anyone tries to lecture you about your weight, eat them too.
Aug 22nd
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Aug 21st
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Aug 21st
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